why am i even here? So tired. No brain function detected. Juniper has been running me absolutely ragged, and this damn butt dynamite makes me feel like hell. It gives me an instant headache, makes me sweaty and achy. It seems to have no effect on Juniper, though- I would've gone back and gave the doctor and pharmacist a knuckle sandwich if it had, because I asked both of them repeatedly if it was okay to use while nursing. I even hate taking tylenol, especially while breastfeeding, but I'm in such agony, and absolutely determined to avoid surgery. Who wants to get their butt sliced open? Not me! I told Bill that they were going to have to sew the old hole up and just start over. Not even he bought that one. We've been discussing moving back to the old hometown at the end of the summer, buying a house. I'm too tired to discuss it. |